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over 4 years ago
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Ima vent here so ;-; get ready
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Sorry i couldnt. Vent on the venting only thing aint a member
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Sometimes it feels like im in a tower and nobdy is there to save me it feels like a sea of bad thoughts riseing up every time i say “im fine” ik its not good but i cant help it! I dont wanna talk boutit and when i cry it feels like nobody sees... i cant deal with this life.. but im trying to live thro it some days i just cant deal with the thoughts they wont go away never ever and its hard to deal with the thoughts stuck in my head i blame mysekf for my mom not haveing me.. thats why i zone out i have to much on my shoulders and i cant trust any body i wanna talk but... im scared they will tell my parents... and.. thats to much plus adhd meds i dont wanna take but my father says i may have to get it but that will take something from me... and sometimes im Reminded of my great grandmothers death and its just more and more one day i fear ill drown in the thoughts never reach the serface and im almost there even the sillyest things make my sad..for an hour to a day to a week ....i just wanna escape but nobody is there... nobody and i dont wanna talk bc i dont wanna talk ill fall quicker and cry more.. and i. Dont want people worried... and thank u for letting me say all of this i need it out of my system (it aint out) ...so yea... just keep smileing and remeber ur butiful.... :)
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Ok! Thats what im here for :)